I couldn’t sleep last night. We have friends coming into town tonight for the weekend that we have not seen for 6 months. Last time they were home we had a falling out. It ripped my heart and soul to shreds.
Apologies were offered and accepted, but feelings were still hurt and sometimes you can forgive but not forget.
I have worked myself up about it over and over again. I have imagined just about every scenario I can. The good ones and the bad ones. I have built a wall around my heart. Just in case.
Hopefully this weekend I will be able to take it down.